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Nothin is really new in my life. Im just counting down the days till i go to college. Well not literally because i'll prob cry everytime i look at it. I dont want to leave my family. I dont want to leave my mom and dad. But i have to get out of maryland. I have to get out of this hell hole i call "home." (that being the area not my actual house) In college i want to surround myself with good be, wholesome people. Im very excited because my room mate is straight edge. HOW RARE IS THAT. I was so worried i would get a room mate who was all about partying and drinking and would b like "loser" and we wouldnt get alongr at all and all that. But nooo shes freakin STRAIGHT EDGE. And not only that she knows SUPERCHIC[K] llike how RARE is that?!?1 haha shes an eagles fan (just like maddie lol) i made her agree to teach me about football. Shes into her church and all that. I think thats awesome. I was never influenced to go to church, i kind of wish i was just so i could learn more things. but then again i wouldnt want a one way of looking at things. Which is why iw and to take comparative religion and things like that, to learn about all the diffearant religions, and what they think is "right" and everything. It would be interesting. i love learning things like that. Ive basically got everything i need for school i just need to pack it all up. *sigh* i have two weeks and im gone...YESSSSS im so excited. I know ill get homesick easily...but thats what phones are for i suppose. Well im out. Thought i would update :)
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[24 Apr 2005|10:39pm] |
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U know what i hate? stupid ass people who feel the need to make little journals about people they dislike. Honestly that just goes to sho u have no life and need to get laid. Honestly get fucked and you'll feel better. Yes it is modern age and yeahhh by the way..people move on from issues..they dont dwell on them!.. dumbasses
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[22 Jan 2005|12:49pm] |
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Woo havent updated in awhile...figured id give it a shot lol lately ive just been working and chillin with ppl from work and brian. Which is going pretty well :) Cept imgetting sick right now i think :( Which sucks...UGH IT is snowing ALOT right now...like WOAH It kinda sucks cuz i cant go anywhere buttt Eh o wells. Immago eatmy pizza n wait for my phone to ring :-P
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Wooo just got done watching some 24...Damn im already hooked! Im watching the first season n the girls get kidnaped n like yeahh my mom was like "see this is what i worry guys do to you" im like yes mom...i get kidnaped ALL the time. Meh i dunno felt like i needed an update..lol Physics exam tomorrow then im DONE!!! woOoOo Ooo tomorrow night i might sleep over Jess' and on sat...im sleepin over at michelles and were goin to a club wit brian and his friend. Holller!!! should be fun :) I deff need to go out and have fun...i need to get out and about!!! wooo
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Im so flustered n confused onso many levels its insane...I used to think guys didnt like me because i wasnt the Most attractive person...an now ive learned that thas not right...im apparently "too blonde" for some people..Okay al i gotta say is...what the fuck do you want from me? LIke...Im like a sister..Im too close of a friend..Im not their "type" well how about this...I GIVE UP. Im throwing my cards in the air, throwing my chips at the dealer...and storming off cursing out my horrible luck. And thats what im doing right now. Ranting out to the void out there that somewill mock me, some feel bad, and some being able to relate. SOO my question is do i give up? I always feel like giving up...and THEN i find someone...i think things will get better and then i realize...Its the SAME thing..AHHH when am i ever going to find a guytaht will just..be the best. U know? like...just..treat me like i deserve to be treated..Ahh i feel like screaming. I keep getting fucked over and im getting fed up with it. i dont know ill rant myself now...
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[14 Jan 2005|01:47pm] |
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Heyy all woop umm hm Im jus chillin right now...bout to take a shower n all that good stuff..i gotta go to work today..woop :) I gave like everybody an their mom a ride home today...i gave Tim, Alex and Teddy a ride home. hahaha interesting ppl...Teddy n i talked bout the rumors that r goin round or went around bout us n ll tha lol kinda amusing 2 hearwhat ppl come upwith. Didnt go to brians but whatever maybill see him tomorrow...its HIS fault neway so HAH! lol jk :-P Sooo yea iunno cant think of anything to write again haha :) But imma take a shower and try tolook cute. ....hence the word TRY lol
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Figured id use LJ now...just cuz its better...ive always liked it n such..and also anyone can update if they wanna...but yeahh i unno failed my math test so now i gotta D...*sigH* thats annoying...I tried so hard too!! Grr w/e Hmmm i got exams tomorrow..woop...after exams im going to go to Brians house probably. N just chill n what not :) Havnet chilled with him since school started so it should be funn. Workin friday sat sund...tues...hahaha WOOP 22 hrs! :) Gotta love it. Well imma go...short update i know..meh cant really think of anything to write :)
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Woo!! Today I am visiting York!!! Im really excited! Mainly because my mom and dad have been talking about it alot and made it sound like the perfect school for me. Extremly cheap, small, and not really in the middle of no where or in a big city. One thing I cant wait for about college is the chance to start over. Just to get out of all the drama in my life and have a new clean slate. Im really going to miss everyonei know that for a fact. Especially the XC girls <3 But Im going to have them Email me their races and when ever i have a free time ill be sure to go and watch. (York is only about an hour and a half from here) so it should be good. Frances came over last night and we watched Freezer Burnt Christmas. Awesome movie. But it got me really excited when i saw how they made the movie. So maybe ill turn my major into animation rather than computer science?? hmmm who knows. Frances and I are going to attempt to make an Easter video. So we'll see how that turns out :) I need to go and get ready for the drive to york. Byess!! :)
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Wooo aw today i taught the kids! :) hehe it was actually really fun. I read them this story called the Big Pumpkin. haha they were all like lookin at the pics n stuff and talkin bout how to like get the pumpkin out of the vine n all that :) it was SOOO cute i was liek AW :-D ahha i actually didnt get annoyed by them..how amazing..hahah :-P But yeahh that was really fun. I helped them paint these lil pumpkin things but i got paint on my pants...eh...lol its all good tho. This one girl who always cries all the time actually talked to me so i felt cool :) Tomorrow we're gunna make lil ghosts with tootsie pops n somethin bout spiders. hehe im dressin up for halloween biatches :) Im not gonna tell u wut imma be to keep the suspence!!!! :) hahah Ill post pics in my pic thingy mc bob in my info so u all can see that :) Hmmm i unno today was a pretty good day. Child Development made me happy haha the kids are so cute :) I just need to learn all their names...haha I unno wut else to say..cept im OUT jiggers i need to organize my like..binder and stuff...haha so im out! :)
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BAHHH this is SOOO annoying!!!! OKAY i raised my Comp Maint. grade to a C which is exciting...BUT in freakin precal i still have a D!! ahh i got a C on the last test we took but it like didnt affect my grade at all...and like imma ask him if there is anything i can do to raise it just for that mp. UGHHH i cant get a D! and PHysics omg i have a D n there too!! but we have an exam thingy goin on on friday. SOOO if i do uh REALLY well on it ill get a C....but i seriously need to study. bah im so pissed. the mp went by so freakin fast its insane. SOOO im all stressed out now cuz my mom was like "if you get one D you have to quit" im like wtf...r u serious... she just HAD to throw that in on like the LAST day of the mp...right..thanks...ugh.. Guess we'll see wut happens.... *crosses fingers*
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FIRSTS
First best friend: her name was Jamie..met her n hawaii
First car: First car to dirve n all..the buggy!
First date: dont really think i kno the answer to that ahha
First kiss: *shrugs*.
First screen name: DJGrisier
First self purchased album: prob like britney spears
First funeral: My grandfathers
First pets: Dog missy...dont remember her,,,but then my bird cinnamon :)
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First credit card: visa holler!
First true love: hasnt yet happend
First enemy: mmm i dunno lol
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Prob gloria estefan
LASTS
Last cigarette: Hvent had one
Last car ride: Drivin home from school
Last kiss: ;)
Last good cry: few months ago...Eh
Last library book checked out: LONG time since ive been to the library
Last movie seen: Team America: World Police
Last beverage: Diet Coke
Last food consumed: cherrios outta the box
Last crush: Who knows now haha
Last phone call:Hmm im not a big phone person
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: My chuck heels lol
Last CD played: dunno
Last item bought: Water n twix
Last annoyance: dont know lol
Last disappointment: just in people in general
Last time wanting to die: never seriously wanted too
Last shirt worn: My guilty shirt
Last website visited: livejournal.com
Last word you said: "freaky bird" (to my bird)
Last song you sang: :Peaches n cream
What is in your CD player?: 60 random CDs
What color socks are you wearing: none ;)
What Color of underwear are you wearing? its like..blk n yellow n pink ahha has lines
What's under your bed?: Shoes n clay
What time did you wake up today?: 6
FUTURE
Where do you want to go?: somewhere far away from all the ppl that ruin my life haha
What is your career going to be?: computer science
Where are you going to live?: somewhere cheap hahaha
How many kids do you want?: meh id like 3
What kind of car(s): dont really care
CURRENT
Current mood: sad/ confused
Current music: confessions
Current taste: cherrios
Current hair: Down
Current clothes: Pajama pants n tank top
Current longing: a bigggg hug from someone
Current desktop picture: none rite now
Current favorite artist: dunno
Current color of toenails: plain
Current time: 8:25
My name is: Darcy
I'm really: silly
Sometimes I feel: confused
I have a lot of: Clothes n perfume
I like to sleep with: my pillowsss
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: With someone
Money is: cool beans
One thing I wish I had is: longer hair
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: dunno haha
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WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO COUNTY CHAMPS!!! YA BABY! So yes...county camps were today...girls won, guys got second. :) how freakin awesome iz that? Yes...very awesome :) So yea i crossed the line...and basically went into tears. IM such a freakin girl. Its just depressing because its my last race EVER! But yeah...:-\ i love xc so much!! :) Im deff bringing my camera n all that. haha os much is goin on in my head i cant sort it all out and write it down. SOO im gonna go and clean my room so i can kinda become ungrounded.....heh....
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Apparently im grounded...which sucks ass like anything...but its okay...i can get un-grounded at sum point...meh...its cuz i have 3 D's...n i KNOW i can raise my comp grade..i jus gotta like turn n a packet on monday...anddd pre-cal ill deff raise...i dunno how the hell it got to a D. and then...Physics...cuz its a piece of crap..but im goin in early to get help. :-P WOO no practice after school monday or any other day!!!! :-D This is freakin awesome!! we do have a lil meeting tho but thats about it. Cooool beans! :-D I unno wut imma do with all my time! :-D hahah im really exicted for it. Im jus totally bombed i cant go out this weekend!! >:-o not like id go out neways..hahaha im not THAT popular. Well im done..im out byeess
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O~K so the race...hahahah that shit was INTERESTING ...okay it was alrite i mean i fell asleep durrin the varsity boys race :-\ and the varsity girls..didnt really watch cuz i was talkin to brandon. But yes..and then..tragity happend....the THUNDERED.. OKAY so we were like warming up n stuff n it THUNDERSS....and all the girls started cheering i was like NO THATS NOT WHAT WE DO!! n yea i got all mad. haha so we had to wait like 30 min n stuff n the gym. So we started warming up again and with our luck...it thundered again...talk bout shit crap stuff man. N yeah so FINALLY we warmed up n stuff..n went to the starting line...we had SOOO many people in our race because the combined the Freshman race and the Girls JV race..which i understand due to the circumstances....but yeah..n so we were racing...the WHOLE COURSE was PURE mud. I was running n this girl fell in front of me and like i semi-fell and like was tryin to get back into race mode..but it didnt really work out for me. so yeah...n then...yea i finished the race n all..and sooo lemme think..O okay HAHAHAHA so we were warming down...and yeah...we saw a ramp n was liek "ohh lets down there to avoid steps" cept it didnt really register to us that the ramp was WOOD and it had just finished RAINING. so we started running towards it and like mel saba and em and everyone went and FELL DOWN...cept im that much of a moron that i went down ANYWAYS...and i fell straight down!! so i really hurt my ass :-\ ahha so saba walked with me back to the gym..yea i gotta bruise :-\ eh. but ya that was just classic stuff right there. and then we went home n took the bells..we got hot chocolate at starbucks :) mmmm yummers. so ya that was my day yesterday. N today im working from TEN!!!! to close...i get to meet the new manager and know his goals..which i honestly dont give a rats ass aobut...gawd im so like bleh. but w/.e hahahah im out!!
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I am quite frankley getting fed up with people. They dont know where to draw the line to their insanity. Saying I destroy their property? Or saying I am doing things that I am not and dont intend on doing at any point in time. All i can say is get your facts straght. Its highly annoying for people to think badly of you based on made up facts. Rumors are such pains in the asses! LIke that whole wanna be gossip sight thats starting...this is just obviously a sign of low leveled people that think they will get glory from others pain. Now honestly...if thats how you are...you are on twisted sick individual. If you are happy because you did something to hurt someone...you are just a horrible person and need to leave. If you're just trying to annoy people...get the hint that its just not worth your time. Go do something positive with your life. Focus on something other than ruining their lifes. I mean..people have enough crap going on in their lives...and you saying stuff like that just makes things that much worse. Of course no one is going to be nice and sweet to everyone...but I just dont see the point in IMing someone or putting up stuff on a journal about a person saying incorrect facts. Learn the truth! And of course people will think they are right and wont listen to ANYTHING anyone has to say. They'll be like "IM RIGHT" and all they'll hear is bla bla bla from everyone else. So thats why, no1 will "fight" back. Because its pointless..you're just going to continue playing the ignorant role you now play in life. I really hope one day that if you are one of these people that go out of your way to hurt others...that someone does it to you, so you will realize what you have done wrong. So YOU will feel the pain that you do deserve to feel in order for you to stop your annoying ass ways. And no i am not going to be the one to show it to you. Hopefully it will be someone you also trust and thought was worth your time. So you truely will be hurt.
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sooo homecoming...it was alrite...not that bad. Dj kinda sucked towards the end tho. Why do dj's think its okay to sing along to music on the mic? I dont understand. lol but yeahhh hm it was alrite i guess...the whole no date thing kinda got to me more than i expected it to. Just got to me when they played the slow songs. Every year i figure "it wont bother me ill be fine" but it always does. haha wow im a sped. i never learn. I went and said bye to ricardo!! :'( haha i walked in there w/. my homecoming dress ppl were like uh...good stuff. Ill post a link for pics in my info so u call can see pics of homecoming n stuff. :-P I dont really kno what to write....cept....im a failure...haha
oooo im doin the NW wrestling website...hopefully i wont mess it up ..hah eh..
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Tangled up In me...is deffinatly my song. :) Class color day!! Best wear ur color biatches!!!
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