Darcys Journal!

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-08-10T10:44:00

2005-08-10T14:50:13Z

Nothin is really new in my life. Im just counting down the days till i go to college. Well not literally because i'll prob cry everytime i look at it. I dont want to leave my family. I dont want to leave my mom and dad. But i have to get out of maryland. I have to get out of this hell hole i call "home." (that being the area not my actual house) In college i want to surround myself with good be, wholesome people. Im very excited because my room mate is straight edge. HOW RARE IS THAT. I was so worried i would get a room mate who was all about partying and drinking and would b like "loser" and we wouldnt get alongr at all and all that. But nooo shes freakin STRAIGHT EDGE. And not only that she knows SUPERCHIC[K] llike how RARE is that?!?1 haha shes an eagles fan (just like maddie lol) i made her agree to teach me about football. Shes into her church and all that. I think thats awesome. I was never influenced to go to church, i kind of wish i was just so i could learn more things. but then again i wouldnt want a one way of looking at things. Which is why iw and to take comparative religion and things like that, to learn about all the diffearant religions, and what they think is "right" and everything. It would be interesting. i love learning things like that. Ive basically got everything i need for school i just need to pack it all up. *sigh* i have two weeks and im gone...YESSSSS im so excited. I know ill get homesick easily...but thats what phones are for i suppose. Well im out. Thought i would update :)

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-04-24T22:39:00

2005-04-25T02:40:37Z

U know what i hate? stupid ass people who feel the need to make little journals about people they dislike. Honestly that just goes to sho u have no life and need to get laid. Honestly get fucked and you'll feel better. Yes it is modern age and yeahhh by the way..people move on from issues..they dont dwell on them!.. dumbasses

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-01-22T12:49:00

2005-01-22T17:57:05Z

Woo havent updated in awhile...figured id give it a shot lol lately ive just been working and chillin with ppl from work and brian. Which is going pretty well :) Cept imgetting sick right now i think :( Which sucks...UGH IT is snowing ALOT right now...like WOAH It kinda sucks cuz i cant go anywhere buttt Eh o wells. Immago eatmy pizza n wait for my phone to ring :-P

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-01-18T19:56:00

2005-01-19T01:00:00Z

Wooo just got done watching some 24...Damn im already hooked! Im watching the first season n the girls get kidnaped n like yeahh my mom was like "see this is what i worry guys do to you" im like yes mom...i get kidnaped ALL the time. Meh i dunno felt like i needed an update..lol Physics exam tomorrow then im DONE!!! woOoOo Ooo tomorrow night i might sleep over Jess' and on sat...im sleepin over at michelles and were goin to a club wit brian and his friend. Holller!!! should be fun :) I deff need to go out and have fun...i need to get out and about!!! wooo

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-01-16T23:43:00

2005-01-17T05:02:07Z

Im so flustered n confused onso many levels its insane...I used to think guys didnt like me because i wasnt the Most attractive person...an now ive learned that thas not right...im apparently "too blonde" for some people..Okay al i gotta say is...what the fuck do you want from me? LIke...Im like a sister..Im too close of a friend..Im not their "type" well how about this...I GIVE UP. Im throwing my cards in the air, throwing my chips at the dealer...and storming off cursing out my horrible luck. And thats what im doing right now. Ranting out to the void out there that somewill mock me, some feel bad, and some being able to relate. SOO my question is do i give up? I always feel like giving up...and THEN i find someone...i think things will get better and then i realize...Its the SAME thing..AHHH when am i ever going to find a guytaht will just..be the best. U know? like...just..treat me like i deserve to be treated..Ahh i feel like screaming. I keep getting fucked over and im getting fed up with it. i dont know ill rant myself now...

Exam Day one...DONE

2005-01-14T18:52:26Z

Heyy all woop umm hm Im jus chillin right now...bout to take a shower n all that good stuff..i gotta go to work today..woop :) I gave like everybody an their mom a ride home today...i gave Tim, Alex and Teddy a ride home. hahaha interesting ppl...Teddy n i talked bout the rumors that r goin round or went around bout us n ll tha lol kinda amusing 2 hearwhat ppl come upwith. Didnt go to brians but whatever maybill see him tomorrow...its HIS fault neway so HAH! lol jk :-P Sooo yea iunno cant think of anything to write again haha :) But imma take a shower and try tolook cute. ....hence the word TRY lol

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-01-13T17:22:00

2005-01-13T22:22:15Z

American Poets Society Poetry Contest

cinnamonrolls @ 2005-01-13T16:41:00

2005-01-13T21:41:35Z

Figured id use LJ now...just cuz its better...ive always liked it n such..and also anyone can update if they wanna...but yeahh i unno failed my math test so now i gotta D...*sigH* thats annoying...I tried so hard too!! Grr w/e Hmmm i got exams tomorrow..woop...after exams im going to go to Brians house probably. N just chill n what not :) Havnet chilled with him since school started so it should be funn. Workin friday sat sund...tues...hahaha WOOP 22 hrs! :) Gotta love it. Well imma go...short update i know..meh cant really think of anything to write :)

YORK!

2004-10-30T12:27:08Z

Woo!! Today I am visiting York!!! Im really excited! Mainly because my mom and dad have been talking about it alot and made it sound like the perfect school for me. Extremly cheap, small, and not really in the middle of no where or in a big city. One thing I cant wait for about college is the chance to start over. Just to get out of all the drama in my life and have a new clean slate. Im really going to miss everyonei know that for a fact. Especially the XC girls <3 But Im going to have them Email me their races and when ever i have a free time ill be sure to go and watch. (York is only about an hour and a half from here) so it should be good. Frances came over last night and we watched Freezer Burnt Christmas. Awesome movie. But it got me really excited when i saw how they made the movie. So maybe ill turn my major into animation rather than computer science?? hmmm who knows. Frances and I are going to attempt to make an Easter video. So we'll see how that turns out :) I need to go and get ready for the drive to york. Byess!! :)

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-28T17:39:00

2004-10-28T21:44:12Z

Wooo aw today i taught the kids! :) hehe it was actually really fun. I read them this story called the Big Pumpkin. haha they were all like lookin at the pics n stuff and talkin bout how to like get the pumpkin out of the vine n all that :) it was SOOO cute i was liek AW :-D ahha i actually didnt get annoyed by them..how amazing..hahah :-P But yeahh that was really fun. I helped them paint these lil pumpkin things but i got paint on my pants...eh...lol its all good tho. This one girl who always cries all the time actually talked to me so i felt cool :) Tomorrow we're gunna make lil ghosts with tootsie pops n somethin bout spiders. hehe im dressin up for halloween biatches :) Im not gonna tell u wut imma be to keep the suspence!!!! :) hahah Ill post pics in my pic thingy mc bob in my info so u all can see that :) Hmmm i unno today was a pretty good day. Child Development made me happy haha the kids are so cute :) I just need to learn all their names...haha I unno wut else to say..cept im OUT jiggers i need to organize my like..binder and stuff...haha so im out! :)

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-27T19:43:00

2004-10-27T23:46:33Z

BAHHH this is SOOO annoying!!!! OKAY i raised my Comp Maint. grade to a C which is exciting...BUT in freakin precal i still have a D!! ahh i got a C on the last test we took but it like didnt affect my grade at all...and like imma ask him if there is anything i can do to raise it just for that mp. UGHHH i cant get a D! and PHysics omg i have a D n there too!! but we have an exam thingy goin on on friday. SOOO if i do uh REALLY well on it ill get a C....but i seriously need to study. bah im so pissed. the mp went by so freakin fast its insane. SOOO im all stressed out now cuz my mom was like "if you get one D you have to quit" im like wtf...r u serious... she just HAD to throw that in on like the LAST day of the mp...right..thanks...ugh.. Guess we'll see wut happens.... *crosses fingers*

Survey Mc Bob

2004-10-26T00:26:49Z

FIRSTS

First best friend: her name was Jamie..met her n hawaii
First car: First car to dirve n all..the buggy!
First date: dont really think i kno the answer to that ahha
First kiss: *shrugs*.
First screen name: DJGrisier
First self purchased album: prob like britney spears
First funeral: My grandfathers
First pets: Dog missy...dont remember her,,,but then my bird cinnamon :)
First piercing/tattoo: Ears
First credit card: visa holler!
First true love: hasnt yet happend
First enemy: mmm i dunno lol
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Prob gloria estefan

LASTS

Last cigarette: Hvent had one
Last car ride: Drivin home from school
Last kiss: ;)
Last good cry: few months ago...Eh
Last library book checked out: LONG time since ive been to the library
Last movie seen: Team America: World Police
Last beverage: Diet Coke
Last food consumed: cherrios outta the box
Last crush: Who knows now haha
Last phone call:Hmm im not a big phone person
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: My chuck heels lol
Last CD played: dunno
Last item bought: Water n twix
Last annoyance: dont know lol
Last disappointment: just in people in general
Last time wanting to die: never seriously wanted too
Last shirt worn: My guilty shirt
Last website visited: livejournal.com
Last word you said: "freaky bird" (to my bird)
Last song you sang: :Peaches n cream
What is in your CD player?: 60 random CDs
What color socks are you wearing: none ;)
What Color of underwear are you wearing? its like..blk n yellow n pink ahha has lines
What's under your bed?: Shoes n clay
What time did you wake up today?: 6

FUTURE

Where do you want to go?: somewhere far away from all the ppl that ruin my life haha
What is your career going to be?: computer science
Where are you going to live?: somewhere cheap hahaha
How many kids do you want?: meh id like 3
What kind of car(s): dont really care

CURRENT

Current mood: sad/ confused
Current music: confessions
Current taste: cherrios
Current hair: Down
Current clothes: Pajama pants n tank top
Current longing: a bigggg hug from someone
Current desktop picture: none rite now
Current favorite artist: dunno
Current color of toenails: plain
Current time: 8:25

My name is: Darcy
I'm really: silly
Sometimes I feel: confused
I have a lot of: Clothes n perfume
I like to sleep with: my pillowsss
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: With someone
Money is: cool beans

One thing I wish I had is: longer hair

One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: dunno haha

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-23T14:21:00

2004-10-23T18:26:37Z

WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO COUNTY CHAMPS!!! YA BABY! So yes...county camps were today...girls won, guys got second. :) how freakin awesome iz that? Yes...very awesome :) So yea i crossed the line...and basically went into tears. IM such a freakin girl. Its just depressing because its my last race EVER! But yeah...:-\ i love xc so much!! :) Im deff bringing my camera n all that. haha os much is goin on in my head i cant sort it all out and write it down. SOO im gonna go and clean my room so i can kinda become ungrounded.....heh....

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-22T17:53:00

2004-10-22T21:56:04Z

Apparently im grounded...which sucks ass like anything...but its okay...i can get un-grounded at sum point...meh...its cuz i have 3 D's...n i KNOW i can raise my comp grade..i jus gotta like turn n a packet on monday...anddd pre-cal ill deff raise...i dunno how the hell it got to a D. and then...Physics...cuz its a piece of crap..but im goin in early to get help. :-P WOO no practice after school monday or any other day!!!! :-D This is freakin awesome!! we do have a lil meeting tho but thats about it. Cooool beans! :-D I unno wut imma do with all my time! :-D hahah im really exicted for it. Im jus totally bombed i cant go out this weekend!! >:-o not like id go out neways..hahaha im not THAT popular. Well im done..im out byeess

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-17T09:13:00

2004-10-17T13:23:42Z

O~K so the race...hahahah that shit was INTERESTING ...okay it was alrite i mean i fell asleep durrin the varsity boys race :-\ and the varsity girls..didnt really watch cuz i was talkin to brandon. But yes..and then..tragity happend....the THUNDERED.. OKAY so we were like warming up n stuff n it THUNDERSS....and all the girls started cheering i was like NO THATS NOT WHAT WE DO!! n yea i got all mad. haha so we had to wait like 30 min n stuff n the gym. So we started warming up again and with our luck...it thundered again...talk bout shit crap stuff man. N yeah so FINALLY we warmed up n stuff..n went to the starting line...we had SOOO many people in our race because the combined the Freshman race and the Girls JV race..which i understand due to the circumstances....but yeah..n so we were racing...the WHOLE COURSE was PURE mud. I was running n this girl fell in front of me and like i semi-fell and like was tryin to get back into race mode..but it didnt really work out for me. so yeah...n then...yea i finished the race n all..and sooo lemme think..O okay HAHAHAHA so we were warming down...and yeah...we saw a ramp n was liek "ohh lets down there to avoid steps" cept it didnt really register to us that the ramp was WOOD and it had just finished RAINING. so we started running towards it and like mel saba and em and everyone went and FELL DOWN...cept im that much of a moron that i went down ANYWAYS...and i fell straight down!! so i really hurt my ass :-\ ahha so saba walked with me back to the gym..yea i gotta bruise :-\ eh. but ya that was just classic stuff right there. and then we went home n took the bells..we got hot chocolate at starbucks :) mmmm yummers. so ya that was my day yesterday. N today im working from TEN!!!! to close...i get to meet the new manager and know his goals..which i honestly dont give a rats ass aobut...gawd im so like bleh. but w/.e hahahah im out!!

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-17T00:16:00

2004-10-17T05:04:33Z

Y 0 U
[ .01. ] first name: Darcy
[ .02. ] middle name: Jean
[ .03. ] last name: Grisier
[ .04. ] nickname(s): Darc, D, i unno wutelse lol
[ .05. ] gender: female
[ .06. ] birthday: aug 8th, 1986
[ .07. ] height: 5' 5
[ .08. ] hair color: browny crap
[ .09. ] eye color: blue/green
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: nope!
[ .011. ] curly or straight: curly..bah
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: super short...:(
[ .013. ] where were you born: North Carolina
[ .014. ] current location: Murland
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: Leo *roar*
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: Jus english ahha
[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: Frence jus cuz of the french kids

[ .018. ] bad habits: si i have them
[ .019. ] do you have peircings:ears

[.020. ] piercing you want: belly button n tounge
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .023. ] today: Saturday
[ .024. ] today's date: oct. 17th
[ .025. ] the time: 12:19
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: sure

F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: berd
[ .028. ] father's name: D
[ .029. ] brother's name: Kelly and Sean
[ .030. ] sister's name: don't have a sister
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: My aunt dixie
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: my uncle jeff
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: the ones on my dads side...i gues
[ .036. ] worst relative: none
[ .037. ] best relative: JENN AND NIKKI!!
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: lol not really

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: si, a cat n bird
[ .041. ] what are their names: Mia and Cinnamon
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: cat and bird......

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yep
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nope
[ .045. ] current gpa: haha uh sucks
[ .046. ] favorite grade: prob this year
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: last year
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Ms. raden
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: ms taylor lol

[ .050. ] favorite subject: math
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: physics (cuz i fall asleep)
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bring
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: yeah
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: yup
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: ahha not really
[ .056. ] favorite dance: i dunno all dances suck
[ .057. ] favorite memory: well...
[ .058. ] favorte memory you want to have: ;) lol
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: lets just say...it sucks
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: couple days ago wheni was cryin in school...:-\

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 8
[ .062. ] letter: umm i uno ahha
[ .063. ] shoes: my sandles cuz im a nerd
[ .064. ] saying(s): "its not a threat...im just telling you its GONNA happen."
[ .065. ] TV show: nethin with good stuff haha that consists of Noggin and like channels 55-59
[ .066. ] sport: runnini guess...
[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots w. ranch dressin :)
[ .068. ] fruit: strawberry n pears

[ .069. ] movie: i like ne movie
[ .070. ] magazine: YM
[ .071. ] actor: Johnny Depp!!
[ .072. ] actress: Sandra Bullock
[ .073. ] candy: M&MS!!!
[ .074. ] gum: extra
[ .075. ] scent: laundry
[ .076. ] candy bar: crunch bar!
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cookie dough
[ .078. ] color: blue n black
[ .079. ] season: fall cuz its so pretty
[ .080. ] holiday: i unno not a holiday person
[ .081. ] band: cauterize
[ .082. ] singer: mmm unno
[ .083. ] group: ...cauterize
[ .084. ] rapper: *shrug*

[ .085. ] type of music: rock/rap/county
[ .086. ] thing in your room:: EVERYTHING
[ .087. ] place to be: umm prob n my room
[ .089. ] tv channel: already answered it
[ .090. ] junk food: M&MS
[ .091. ] overall food: chipotle! mmm
[ .092. ] store: wet seal
[ .093. ] hangout: anywhere
[ .094. ] fast food: mcdonalds
[ .095. ] restaurant: nethin thats got like BBQstuff
[ .096. ] shape: hahah uhhh diamond?
[ .097. ] time of day: like after practice lol
[ .098. ] country: USA

[ .099. ] state: cali
[ .100. ] boys name: Mike
[ .101. ] girls name: i unno Jezebell? (i dunno how i got that..)
[ .102. ] mall: Montgomery althoi work at lakeforest :-P
[ .103. ] video game: sims?
[ .104. ] shampoo: The stuff i use now! :-D
[ .105. ] board game: monopoly!
[ .106. ] computer game: sims!
[ .107. ] car: my car
[ .108. ] music video: mmm i unno
[ .109. ] swear word: biatch...if u consider it a sweasr word haha
[ .110. ] word: THE ahahah
[ .111. ] month: november
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Tweety :)
[ .113. ] scary movie: *shudders* exorcist
[ .114. ] team: dunno

WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: jessica hahaha
[ .117. ] dog: that stupid lady that needs to die cuz she walks her dogs n the middle of the road!
[ .118. ] hot: boilign water? haha
[ .119. ] britney spear: her lil viedos that she looks like she hasnt showerd n years lol
[ .120. ] nsync: lolLoren
[ .121. ] real world: i wanna be on it! lol

[ .122. ] orange: i unno
[ .123. ] choice: voting
[ .124. ] fuck: dunno
[ .125. ] bisexual: dunno
[ .126. ] black: dunno
[ .127. ] icq: dunno
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: lol
[ .129. ] linkin park: cool songs
[ .130. ] jack: off jill lol
[ .131. ] rainbow: the one i saw at Noodles the other night!
[ .133. ] cucumber: the movie "the girl next door" ahha
[ .134. ] shark: finding nemo hha
[ .135. ] lifehouse: that band from like ages ago
[ .136. ] bat: halloweeeen
[ .137. ] leather: seats
[ .138. ] whip: ped cream haha
[ .139. ] america: american flag
[ .140. ] water: eww lol hate water
[ .141. ] volcano: ppls lil wanna be science projects lol

T H i S - 0R - T H A T ?
[ .142. ] rock or rap: both
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: R&B
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: rap
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: both
[ .148. ] rap or metal: rap
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: R&B
[ .150. ] pop or metal: eh pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&B
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: korn...?
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: JLO
[ .155. ] hot or cold: hot
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall

[ .158. ] shakira or britney: shakira her voice iz kinda cool
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: ew neither
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: ?
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel:uh stupid show never watch it
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: gay shows
[ .165. ] football or basketball: umm dunno
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: *shrugs*
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: dunno
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: rollarblading cept i cant..ahah
[ .169. ] black or white: blk
[ .170. ] orange or red: red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: slipknot
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: pac sun
[ .175. ] inside or outside: inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: neither?
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: neither
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: neither
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings:. pierchings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: lol is their really a differance?
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yea
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: no
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no
[ .190. ] have you ever kissed: yea
[ .191. ] have you ever wanted to kiss someone but knew you couldn't: yea
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: dunno
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: one
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "love sucks" haha
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: very down to earth
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yeah
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: dont have it on my comp
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: haha thats okay
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: looks first but usually personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: a friend that was a guy yes
[ .202. ] are you still friends: yes
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: never had it
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: neither
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: not since 4th grade!!! hahahaha jk jk
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some:

W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: sure
[ .216. ] sky dive: sure
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: sure
[ .218. ] scuba dive: sure
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: most deff
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: hahaha o gawd no
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: nah
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: ahaha sure
[ .224. ] lie to the police: if i HAD to
[ .225. ] run from the police: id b too scared
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yeah
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: hahaha no thanks
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: HAHAHAH thad be interesting!! ahahah
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nooo id feel really bad
[ .230. ] streak: nooo

Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: i dont really have "best" friends if ya kno wut i mean
[ .232. ] known longest: jess
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Nick, Amanda, andy n i unno
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: nick
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: more than i realize
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: hahah ummm yes...
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: jess
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': nah
[ .239. ] craziest: lol i unno
[ .240. ] loudest: saba haha
[ .241. ] shyest: jess
[ .242. ] best hair: mm...i unno
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: all of them
[ .244. ] best eyes: hes not my friend anymore :'(
[ .243. ] best body: brandon lol
[ .246. ] most athletic: all my friends r
[ .247. ] sex symbol: haha uhh i unno
[ .248. ] hot tempered: dunno
[ .249. ] most impatient: me haha
[ .250. ] shortest: iris
[ .251. ] tallest: mackabie
[ .252. ] talented: everyone iz
[ .253. ] best singer: none of us can sing ahha
[ .254. ] skinniest: unno
[ .255. ] nicest: they all are but pat is really nice
[ .256. ] best personality: prob saba
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: haha umm none of us im hoping

HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: nooo
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yea
[ .260. ] been to michigan: drove in it..
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: no
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: no
[ .265. ] stolen anything: no but i had a dream i was trying to steal a wallet n it didnt work out
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: not really
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: hahah yes...very much so
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: nah but i want to
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: no but i wanna cuz thad b kinda cool ahha
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar: nope
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: Well..if u count the time in Reno..LET ME TELL YOU! ahhaha jk jk
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: si plenty of times
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no! but i want to this summer
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yea
[ .276. ] been to another country: mexico...we like crossed the line then turned around
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yeah kinda...i dont like it tho
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: nah
[ .280. ] broke a law: yea
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: no
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yea wheni was lil
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: yea
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyway: yea haha THE FLOOR WAS CLEAN!!!
0 P I N I 0 N S

[ .287. ]what do you think...about pop music: its alrite
[ .288. ] about boy bands: they all like died
[ .289. ] about flag burning: horrible!
[ .290. ] of the war on terror: very important
[ .291. ] about suicide: depressing :-\
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: its funny cuz i dont change my mind
[ .293. ] about abortion: horrible
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: good
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hopefully n my own appt.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: jess

W H A T D I D Y 0 0 H D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: had a lil wanna be bbq
[ .298. ] yesterday: put windows on jess comp. Went to Noodles with ppl, then went to cosi, debated with frances n ferris bout politics
[ .299. ] last weekend: i dont remember haha
[ .300. ] christmas: went to the hospital :-\
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: went to the hospital
[ .302. ] new year's: ...hospital
[ .303. ] halloween: had a lil party
[ .304. ] easter: chilled
[ .305. ] valentine's day: nothing haha i hate valentines day

T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: M&Ms
[ .307. ] thing you drank: soday
[ .308. ] thing you wore: tank top n sweat pants
[ .309. ] place you went: the kitchen
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my years like 45897 years ago
[ .311. ] person you saw: my mom
[ .312. ] person you kissed: lets keep that on the low down hahaa
[ .313. ] person you fucked: ur mom
[ .314. ] person you talked to: emily
[ .315. ] song you heard: how far

. : N 0 W : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothin
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothin
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: tank top n sweat pants
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nope
[ .320. ] hat: no
[ .321. ] listening to: nothin now
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: emily
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: no

Y or N
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .325. ] do you like cows: yes
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: haha some say yes but id say no
[ .327. ] are you artistic: yea
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: yea
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: not really
[ .330. ] can you ski: no
[ .331. ] are you british: no
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: that was pretty gay
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: no
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: hahaha yeah
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: sure
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: no
[ .337. ] are you straight: yea
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: no
[ .339. ] are you nice: if i like you. ahaha
[ .340. ] are you naughty: if i like you. ahahha :-P im so weird
[ .341. ] are you short: no
[ .342. ] are you tall: eh
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yea but mack stole it!! *shakes fist*
[ .344. ] how about bright pink underwear: no lol thad b cool tho
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: yes all the time!!
[ .346. ] are you evil : only if ur evil to me ahha
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: no
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: nah
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: no
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: yes...DONT TELL ANYONE!!
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: yours last night *wink*

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-14T16:58:00

2004-10-14T20:58:52Z

WORST DAY EVER

people r weird

2004-10-13T22:54:53Z

I am quite frankley getting fed up with people. They dont know where to draw the line to their insanity. Saying I destroy their property? Or saying I am doing things that I am not and dont intend on doing at any point in time. All i can say is get your facts straght. Its highly annoying for people to think badly of you based on made up facts. Rumors are such pains in the asses! LIke that whole wanna be gossip sight thats starting...this is just obviously a sign of low leveled people that think they will get glory from others pain. Now honestly...if thats how you are...you are on twisted sick individual. If you are happy because you did something to hurt someone...you are just a horrible person and need to leave. If you're just trying to annoy people...get the hint that its just not worth your time. Go do something positive with your life. Focus on something other than ruining their lifes. I mean..people have enough crap going on in their lives...and you saying stuff like that just makes things that much worse. Of course no one is going to be nice and sweet to everyone...but I just dont see the point in IMing someone or putting up stuff on a journal about a person saying incorrect facts. Learn the truth! And of course people will think they are right and wont listen to ANYTHING anyone has to say. They'll be like "IM RIGHT" and all they'll hear is bla bla bla from everyone else. So thats why, no1 will "fight" back. Because its pointless..you're just going to continue playing the ignorant role you now play in life. I really hope one day that if you are one of these people that go out of your way to hurt others...that someone does it to you, so you will realize what you have done wrong. So YOU will feel the pain that you do deserve to feel in order for you to stop your annoying ass ways. And no i am not going to be the one to show it to you. Hopefully it will be someone you also trust and thought was worth your time. So you truely will be hurt.

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-10T17:06:00

2004-10-10T21:13:36Z

sooo homecoming...it was alrite...not that bad. Dj kinda sucked towards the end tho. Why do dj's think its okay to sing along to music on the mic? I dont understand. lol but yeahhh hm it was alrite i guess...the whole no date thing kinda got to me more than i expected it to. Just got to me when they played the slow songs. Every year i figure "it wont bother me ill be fine" but it always does. haha wow im a sped. i never learn. I went and said bye to ricardo!! :'( haha i walked in there w/. my homecoming dress ppl were like uh...good stuff. Ill post a link for pics in my info so u call can see pics of homecoming n stuff. :-P I dont really kno what to write....cept....im a failure...haha

oooo im doin the NW wrestling website...hopefully i wont mess it up ..hah eh..

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-07T18:50:00

2004-10-07T23:22:26Z

Tangled up In me...is deffinatly my song. :) Class color day!! Best wear ur color biatches!!!

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-05T19:35:00

2004-10-05T23:53:42Z

Wooo today was alrite. nothin special lol aww i saw lil stina.. lookin like a 50's house wife ;) sexxxy i need to see that chica one day! Buttt yes sat is homecoming! YAY! that should be fun! Cept for the whole race ordeal! but yea imma go home w. my parents and get home round like 3 or something. and then get ready for hc and order the food. And 630 or w.e im goin to jess' with the food, we'll all eat n get fat haha then we're shakin our tail feathers n then popin to jimmys house. Cept im doin a lil detour to bowl america to say my last farewell to ricardo! :( haha imma all roll up there n my hc dress! lol o wellss haha ill look hott ;) sike. lol imma see if i can get my provisionals taken off afterschool thursday :) that would be really awesome! Tomorrow is wacky day!! Dress WACKY

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-04T15:04:00

2004-10-04T19:04:45Z

MMM i smell like lemons!!! lol ijus got outta the shower:) lol WOO and its what....2:53 thats right bitches! haha yes...the half day of a runner :-P Hmm so today was pretty good cept all my teachers kinda decided to take advantage of the half day and assign hwk. lol but its all good. Our run today was kinda annying haha she put us n our lil groups which was ugh to begin with. But yeah n then i was running and it was like...teresa and i were racing each other...n like we were crossing the street..OMG i was so pissed. The sign said walk or w.e so teresa n i were crossing n thses like mexican guys n a truck were speeding up to the light n pressed onthe breaks n almost like hit us! scarry shit! I mean i wouldnt of been pissed cept for the fact they were all laughing n like doin lil high fives so i yelled "asshole!" to them. And they yelled "asshole" back..then i flicked them off and told them to learn to drive. Ah how annoying is that! ugh so yea n then we got punished because ppl were leaving when she was apparently still talking...she was having her lil side convos..so i could see where everyone got the impression she was done. So we had to do 6 inches. They seriously arnt that bad at all. Well they ARE bad and a bitch. but not to the point where ur gunna whine n b like AHHHHHHHHh omg i was gunna smack everyone. hahaha i was n sucha bad mood today its funny! LOL o well hopefully ill release my anger :-P eh but yeah thats all i got biatches so im out! byees

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-10-03T19:25:00

2004-10-03T23:33:09Z

Wow its been a while wut can i say :-P Life has been pretty decent to me lately. Workin goin to school and running suprisingly flow well. :-P Im getting money, seeing my friends, and having fun! Which is awesome! Been hanging out w/ a new "crew" if you will, that mainly consists of the xc folk. Like Saba, Jimmy, Richie, Mary, Emily, n all them. They are all such awesome people! im pissed i never met them before! o well atleast talked to them..apparently jimmy was n my art class soph. year?! haha yea u all kno me and my memory. Eh. Goin to homecoming! woo alone but hey its all good! Get to rock tha casa! :) We gotta race that day too soo it should be intersting to see wut happens :-P On the update of guys...there are none...well there ARE n i have my eyes on a few...but non i know are interested. But untill they say something..ill stay quiet cuz i dont like dramatic lil issues evolving :-P Oo for those of you interested or concerned or w.e my dad is FINALLY doing awesome! :-D He cant run :( but still hes doing great!! He goes in for a check up some time in November..which im sweatin bullets for, if it comes back pos. ill flip out n prob. die. But yea thats all i can think of right now lol i seriously need to update the background...get some ppl out n put some new ppl in...calls for my digi cam this week!! WOO

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-08-19T22:40:00

2004-08-20T02:47:21Z

The complete...virtual tour of my room.. :)

When you enter through the door it looks like this:

To the right you see my computer

to the left of that is my bed

to the left of my bed is my dresser

to the left of my dresser (across from my bed) is my closet...which has a mirror on it

but..OPEN the closet...and you see...

my home made entertainment center!! ahhaha YAY

Well minus the missing curtian and missing dresser knobs my room is DONE!!! what u think?!

cinnamonrolls @ 2004-08-18T12:54:00

2004-08-18T17:09:18Z

HOLY CRAP AM I TIRED!!!! damn okay so im gunna let you all into the week of darcy....

Sat. (14th) i woke up at 730 n went to practice at 8 where we ran 5 miles (up great seneca and back). and got home around 11..painted my dresser and went to work at 5-10. Sunday i worked 11-c. Monday we ran a 6 mile loop which wasnt half bad...and i went home and chilled n went back in the afternoon n we did repeat miles at kingsview and i did a total of 3 with emily. Then Tuesday we had our time trial and RACED the 3.5 miles and had Mateny as a warmdown. I got called into work till 4 and went to practice and ran for an hour. Then Today i came late yet still ran 7 miles and this afternoon we're doing hills....Must i say i am TIRED LIKE CRAP...if i Calculate it n all that good jazz...ive run..34.5 miles in..3 days...should i be concerned? haha O gawd am i Tired!! i decided to keep working n jus go in on sundays durrin school...i cant wait till xmas season tho cuz i dont think ill be doin indoor this year again...all depends on how i run this season. Im really excited tho bc ever since freshman year my goal has been to be in atleast one workoout with jessica..and so far ive run with her twice! :-D YAY But yeahh imma take a nap now n then PAINT MY ROOM! :) n then off to do hills...whoorah!